Whistleblowing as Peak Experience
In jobs we find our successes, most of them memorable only for ourselves. We point to these events when we hope to justify
the energy we expended and our failure to take care of other responsibilities
and the people we disappointed. Over a
lifetime of employment, we can perhaps list a few occasions in which we did
very good work, not perfect, not without some flaws, but still very good work.
My first year with HomeFirst – 2007/2008 – was, for me, one
of those rare periods of success. I had
the opportunity to use skills that I had developed over the course of a career in
financial planning, accounting, legal, compliance, and administrative
management. With the then-CEO and the
Program Director, we collaborated to bring the company back from the brink of
financial collapse. We could have done
more to put it on a solid footing, but we did a lot.
The years prior to that and afterward had their moments, but
they were pallid in comparison. They brought
none of the adrenaline rush of that special year.
Whistleblowers’ stories begin not with a courageous
disclosure but with the banalities common to most jobs. In my case, those included the usual monthly
reports, budgeting, compliance work, and oversight of HR and IT, which I had
done for 6 years at HomeFirst, 8 years at other nonprofits, 20 years (to
varying extents) at for-profit companies.
And I anticipated years more of it until retirement.
Whistleblowing provides a release from quotidian work life. Ellsberg
described the excitement and tension involved in copying the Pentagon Papers
and getting them to news outlets – the stuff of a 2003 movie. Snowden’s capture and release of government
secrets and his international escapade were the material for a better film. Some whistleblowers[1]
become spies-in-the-ranks, wearing covert recording devices to feed information
to government investigators. Some participate
in sting operations for the arrest of wrongdoers[2]. We enter a world of secret collaboration with
law enforcement officials.
We work, sometimes for years, to amass evidence to be used
against suspected wrongdoers[3]. In one case, Charles
Matthew Erhart began working as an internal auditor at BofI Holding, a large
internet savings and loan association.
Over the next 18 months, he identified in his internal communications
what he believed were more than 13
violations of laws and banking regulations.
His boss resigned in response, Erhart figured, to an order to commit an
unlawful act. Then Erhart blew the
whistle to the Office of the Comptroller of the Currency, which regulated BofI,
days before he was fired.
The HomeFirst misdeeds that I alleged were relatively small. As Erhart did, I went on and
on
finding them. Each deed called for
investigations of laws or contracts and the compilation of financial
information and, in some cases, client service information. For months, I surreptitiously collected email
communications of the CEO and Board members.
To mold the findings into evidence intelligible to others requires
skills we have learned in many past assignments. The process calls for nerve and courage
because we know we will be punished if things go wrong and we cannot prove our
contentions. We have seen the results of
failure throughout our careers and personal lives up to that point.
During the course of this information gathering, we are exhilarated
by what we discover and believe that it will make a difference. We may hope to right a wrong, improve the
world, or get revenge.
We deny being heroes in the capital-H sense of the term[4],
but we believe that we are doing the right thing[5]. We may convert that belief into a mission[6]
– on behalf of some disadvantaged group or whistleblowers in general – or, unfortunately,
a very lengthy lawsuit[7].
Like other peak experiences, whistleblowing builds a momentum. Once we are on a path of discovery,
revelation, and response to retaliation, it is hard to stop. Erhart saw clearly enough what kind of
company and management he was dealing with after his first few audits; the
characters I dealt with at HomeFirst were clear to me months before I was fired. But we continued to work on our projects.
The energy that carries us forward can also partially
blind us. We may select evidence that is
biased in support of our case – a possible reason why our complaints rarely
lead to successful prosecutions of the wrongdoers[8]. We may fail to see the fair logic of our
adversaries.
In our impassioned rush, whistleblowers underestimate
or ignore the dangers of retaliation. We
are on a high that silent observers turn away from. We might be cagier if we can avoid the
intoxication of the whistleblowing project. But mostly we are sucked in; we are slammed in
the end despite laws and organizational policies that promise to honor our
efforts.
[5]
For example, Linda
Gibbs, Kurt
Kroening, Glenda
Martin, Jeremy
Romero, Patricia
Williams, Rich
Wright
[6]
For example, Eric
Ben-Artzi, Gretchen
Carlson, Thomas
Drake, a list of speakers offered by the Government Accountability Office
(including Ben-Artzi, Drake, Ellsberg, and Watkins)
[8] Rush, Mark A, et al “Pennsylvania’s Proposed False Claims
Act: Why Further Incentivizing Whistleblowers Is Unnecessary,
Counterproductive, and Could Decrease State Recovery of Tax Dollars” fn 8; also my experience with
HomeFirst.